17+ years of Experience.
Thousands of Sessions Given.

But it wasn't until I stopped that everything changed.

I spent years being who I was supposed to be - and doing what I was supposed to do.

Lots of great moments and many terrible ones, but through it all I kept moving towards a version of myself that felt like it was right there just beneath, just ahead.

That feeling led me to go back to school after my little one went to Kinder - studying holistic nutrition and eventually becoming board certified.

And it led me to open my own private practice, while working full time, as I continued to study functional nutrition, herbal medicine, alternative healing, and all the diff ways of healing the body.

Which led me to energetic healing using the m-field, and applied kinesiology-

Which led to all diff kinds of energy healing-

Which led to spiritual healing
To angel healing, galactic healing

To consciousness based healing
To epigenetic healing

To emotional healing
To sound healing, frequency healing

To sacred geometry
To biogeometry

To quantum healing

To one very, very long year of anatomy & physiology

To akashic healing

To soul healing

... to teaching full year-long spiritual dev't courses held in the akasha

... to being initiated into a whole new way of healing in the akashic field.

And eventually - it spit me right back out where I had started.

In the Body. In the Human.
In what is right here, right now.

No matter how far you run, there you are.

So many certifications, trainings, years of experience, and still feeling like my life was just... right there ahead.
Almost 20 years later - and still not yet there.

So in 2025 I did something I had never done before:

I Stopped.

Stopped trying to figure it out
Stopped trying to be someone
Stopped trying to create a program
Stopped trying to have answers
Stopped trying to know or understand
Stopped trying to fix - or force - or change - or make sense of - or make better -

Stopped trying to DO anything.
Stopped trying to BE anyone or everyone.

And I let myself Fall. The. Fuck. Apart.

I sat down and decided I would not take ONE MORE STEP until I knew for certain it was the right step.

And I stayed while every voice I had ever heard came up to tell me how worthless, stupid, immature, and ridiculous it was for me to waste time sitting. To think answers would come - or that anything could change.

And I kept sitting.

I didn't know it then - but this was the birth of RITUALS - and the very first Ritual which is:

The Ritual of Permission.

I let myself change. I say yes to the journey ahead. I will no longer stop myself from becoming who I am meant to be. Yes, yes, yes. I give permission - finally - for things to begin.
For things to change.

From there - everything changed. I started to see what had been running me - making me believe I was the thought or the pattern, the identity that wasn't my own. I started to unravel the pieces of self that were caught up in others - I named the pain - I saw the spiral - and I learned how to hold myself in the doubt, fear, pain, difficulty, challenge, and despair.

I learned how to stay with myself.

I found other Rituals - stages of change that happen every single time - and I tracked them, and mapped the journey of RITUALS through my own experiences in:

The Ritual of Sacred Rest
Wave Decoder Ring
The Map to Know
Shadow Mountain
Sacred Repair
Sacred Pause

RITUALS is a blueprint and archetypal transmission of my journey - and it teaches you everything you need to find yourself, meet yourself, and know yourself.

It holds the codes, the keys, the activations, the mechanisms, the adaptations, the understandings, and the transmissions to walk you through it. And it holds the healing to help you keep going.

I've changed more in one year of RITUALS than I did in dozens of programs over 20 years.

All of my programs, sessions, immersives, and offerings are designed to take you on the same journey:

To find yourself - meet yourself - and know yourself.

And it all starts, by stopping.

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