I built RITUALS because I could not wait one more minute living a life that wasn't mine.
No matter what I tried, I kept returning to the same default version of myself, that wasn't actually me - but an amalgamation of everything I had been through (trauma), everything I was taught to be (breakable), and everything everyone else needed me to be (amiable, available, pliable, agreeable)
It all left me having no clue who I was, what I wanted, why nothing was working, and what was so broken inside of me that I couldn't figure it out.
So I stopped. And I began a 3 month journey of breaking apart. Of falling down. Of collapsing.
Of refusing to continue along the same path that was clearly not working.
I had to learn how to choose myself.
I had to learn how to know myself.
But first - I had to find myself.
RITUALS is the journey to find yourself.
It is a 3 month initiatory experience that takes you into the inner terrain of transformation so you can meet yourself - and learn how to sit with who you actually are - and what you actually want.
It is a blueprint + archetypal transmission of what you will go through every single time you want to make a change, move into the unknown, and create something new in your life.
With 6 stages, 17 key experiences, and 5 trapdoor moments, RITUALS is a guided audio journey that takes you into the depths of transformation, builds you a new map of self-sovereignty, and guides you through the experience of self-growth, self-realization, self-actualization, and total self-reclamation.
You know your life needs to change - but you have no idea how to do it.
You're done waiting for permission - done pretending you're happy.
Done performing, masking, and abandoning yourself at every turn.
But you've tried everything -
All the self help, healing, and spirituality books and teachings
All the programs, courses, trainings, and certifications
All the coaches, guides, mentors, and healers
And yet here you still are.
Still not yet where you want to be.
Still wondering when it’s your turn.
Still doing what everyone else needs
Still having no idea what you even want.
And silently dying inside.
Again.
RITUALS is where you say NO MORE.
And you finally choose yourself first.
The complete RITUALS journey includes:
The Ritual of Sacred Rest
Wave Decoder Ring
The Map to Know
Shadow Mountain
Sacred Repair
Sacred Pause
+ Sacred Checkpoints
+ Bonuses
And TONS of guidance, support, holding, and love throughout!
It is a raw and vulnerable experience where you will meet:
The 6 stages - so that you can:
Stop and see what's actually there
Let go of what can not come with you
Make it through the in-between
Claim the truth of what you actually want
Get support and healing to keep going
Let it all land and integrate
The 17 Key Experiences:
You'll meet "the rituals" - the doorways you go through again and again that teach you how to do what must be done to move forward. These skill, capacity, and resiliency building experiences remake you into someone who can stay with yourself, do hard shit, release what's not yours, face your truth, and so much more.
In the past, not knowing how to do these stopped you - that changes now.
And the 5 trapdoor moments:
These are the "companion keys" that help you understand, you're not lost - you're just in the middle. From feeling stuck in what was - to facing what's real - to the physiological response that happens when you untether, you don't have to feel lost in your own process ever again. Now you know where you are.
This is how you set yourself free from starting again, all over again.
RITUALS is an immersive, experiential, and deeply multi-layered healing journey.
This is not just a training, teaching, or course of study -
This is a fully embodied, life-altering, reality-blurring, all encompassing experience.
Once you begin, you are IN it - and everything in your life becomes the training ground.
From the patterns you never noticed - to the things you must face
From the pain of yesterday - to the truth you never dared name
From what frustrates or angers you - to what's ready to be loved and lived
Everything you feel will have a new reference point.
Everything you experience will have a new understanding.
RITUALS will show you how to move through it.
You'll be able to locate yourself within the rituals - each one a new doorway, a new experience.
You'll find a new way through to a place you've waited years to get to:
Yourself.
And you'll wonder why it took you so long to start.
RITUALS is the journey to find yourself.
You'll get instant access to RITUALS in your own private portal including:
95+ Audio Sessions, Healings, Activations, and Transmissions
Over thirty intense + powerful hrs of recordings to replay anytime
TONS of guidance, directions, support, and help woven in
All of my raw, real, authentic, fully "in it with you" sessions - where you will wonder how tf I'm saying exactly what you're thinking and feeling - and so you know you're not alone.
With deep coherence and resonance work so you feel safe to go in - and safe to stay.
A super xennial coded immersive healing and transformation experience
Full of rich language, powerful memories, tears, laughter, and voice-breaking, soul-remaking, life-changing support so you feel held throughout.
Plus the FULL map to find yourself, meet yourself, and know yourself including:
The Ritual of Sacred Rest · Wave Decoder Ring · The Map to Know · Shadow Mountain · Sacred Repair · Sacred Pause · Bonuses · Sacred Checkpoints · Extra Support + Integration
This is an experience that will change you forever.
And it would be my honor if you would join me in the depths - through RITUALS, the archetypal, the blueprint, the transmissions, the healing, the activations, and all of the mess and mayhem that happens through the process of transformation.
All of it is yours in RITUALS.
$3,500
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Payment plans available with Klarna / Afterpay
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You'll get access to the full RITUALS experience - 95+ audio tracks taking you through:
The Ritual of Sacred Rest - where you let yourself stop
Wave Decoder Ring- navigate your emotional wave
The Map to Know - move from Refusal to Devotion
Shadow Mountain - explore relational dynamics
Sacred Repair - deep healing sessions
Sacred Pause - rest, restore, and renew
Bonuses - let desire ignite and finally move forward
PLUS Sacred Checkpoints - deep support and help throughout
This is a comprehensive, multi-layered, intentional, and deep journey within to help you find, meet, and know yourself.
RITUALS is a self-paced self-guided audio journey across 95+ tracks, with over thirty hours of audio designed to be listened to again and again.
For a 3 month experience:
Month 1: The Ritual of Sacred Rest + Wave Decoder Ring
Month 2: The Map to Know + Sacred Repair*
Month 3: Shadow Mountain + Sacred Pause
*Sacred Repair sessions can be listened to anytime once you open The Map to Know.
It is recommended to complete the entire journey within 6 months time.
Once you find yourself, you become someone wild and unstoppable - someone who can do hard things, can stay with yourself, can meet your needs, honor your truth, and continue forward, finally building the life of your dreams. Whatever way you decide to go, it will be you charting your path, knowing your way forward.
RITUALS gives you the map - a way to find yourself again and again through every up and down that life gives you. You carry this map with you forever- and you can return to its coordinates anytime you need to remember who you are - and what you need.
You get to make choices from sovereignty. To claim desire as a north star. To let real, raw, honest, and true be the markers that define your path. To not be afraid to try. To let yourself fall down. To know how to get back up again.
You get to be you - just you - all you - truly you.
And it is the most awe-inspiring breath-taking NORMAL thing ever when you can just... be you and From there- anything is possible.
After RITUALS you can begin to explore the night sky with Constellations including Soul Retrieval, Aura Restoration, Breaking the Family Spell, Money Wounds, and more.
You can also replay RITUALS to go deeper - and deeper still. More details found within the RITUALS program.
Contact Shaia for more - click here.
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